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"It hurts, but I’ll carry it"
There are things we don’t want to happen—losses we never imagined, changes we weren’t ready for—but somehow, life puts them in front of us anyway. And we break a little. We cry, we question, we try to make sense of it all. But in time, we realize that acceptance isn’t about being okay with what happened.

you're not being left behind, you're being led to something greater :)

"i'll never leave, nevermind" it's enough because yes, i thought i would never leave until i HAD to.